So the job in China failed for now and the flights have been nearly impossible. I’ve missed connections, had to throw out tons of valuable baggage and fell ill in Taipei. I’m going completely broke despite donations from family. Some of the connections I’ve made, may have cursed me off forever. I started developing a panic disorder and claustrophobia. So I began listening to Tiësto to get me to the airport and on this current flight watching Frozen 2 to Miss Monique. I’m also revisiting Nora en Pure, planning on checking out Afrojack and some of my old favorites. I don’t know if I’ll go to the gym with those or the other unknown places in my future. Trying to find or make a new path, however seems like some artists disappear from here. On a flight to JFK after barely making it to China and pretty much broke.  Some decent meals from EVA Air and free wine.  I’ll be going on unemployment most likely and trying to find treatment. Praying helps sometimes as well, however my faith is severely damaged. Now waiting to go back to Jacksonville.