Ends up that I did reschedule my flights and I made it to China against the odds.  Four legs in which a majority of the time spent, was over-challenging.  I could barely watch movies, nor listen to music because of panic attacks and claustrophobia.  Those things are usually far behind, so the word to defeat is excruciating.  We need to love time and experience.  I haven’t started the intended job yet, however the culture shock has still insued negative emotions at times, despite my belief that those do not belong to me.  I bought my first wok and trying to keep my veganism respectable in this eight year anniversary.